morning, okołośniadaniowe, tużpośniadaniowe, podrodzedopracy feelings may be difficult. Mainly because they are strong. Mind is not very awake, asleep intellect, his eyes barely see, and it all helps the intensity of emotion. And emotion is premeditated, the end use. In these moments, it seems that the world is clear that the entanglement in the self-splicing is not a freak, but the truest true. The only possibility.
so I had yesterday. Morning came too evident dislike, which pretty quickly turned into disgust. Abhor:
first Pole
second Catholic
third
fourth phrases Chase
5th Defense for all costs of idiotic
6th Zagryzania the occasion of mutual career, fighting for a better superiority
7th Repulsion for woven everywhere, and empty symbols, especially religious symbols.
I did not want to be a Pole, I did not want to be Catholic. Above all, I did not want to be a Pole - Catholic. Even fight against this pervasive paranoia does not make sense to say anything about it does not make sense to convince anyone of anything does not make sense. The only thing you can do it with revulsion, disgust and turn away from this spectacle. I turned around.
It's just that these feelings will pass as the fundamental question remains: who is crazy, me or all of them? And how can you live in a world that arouses disgust?
remains hope that the next morning will bring a slightly better feeling. We'll wait.
I still hope that despite everything you are not lonely.
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