For some time I live in a dual reality, in fact probably the one I live, but I understand it twice and answered.
The first reality is that regular, daily. Is, as usual, we think about reality. That is to say: I'm screwed in different things, living through the ups and downs, joys and sorrows, in general I'm immersed in what is happening. Immersed that nothing else can not see more. Someone offends me, someone else praises, and to me it's either like it or not. I have the desire, objectives, plans, intentions, which I try to implement with varying degrees of success. In this reality, hate, fear, death, I feel the painful absurdity of life. Aging, more and more visible, seasoned with insomnia. Trouble at work or at home precipitate out of balance. Sometimes lack of money, then it is weak. Sometimes I have too much money, I do not know what to do and I would gladly give to someone. No'm struggling with. I try to live sensibly and well. Do not always go of course. Often does not go, but I try. In this reality, I can be mature, I can relate successes, enjoy, cry, live a life, such as meaningful and interesting life. Does anything like that.
The second reality things are quite different. Here, this does not happen too much. As if watching the movie and the film as the film is happening, but this does not concern me, Observer of the film. Ups and downs are not mine, so there is nothing to get excited. tears of joy and not mine, only the actors, so a little more calmly to events can be addressed. Alternatively, coupled with watching the events on screen, accompanied by wonder - how did it all along. As some vital force, an unspeakable, unimaginable power, how it manifests itself as a in himself by himself - as this force flows. Absolutely no sense to ask questions and seek good or bad life, strive for success and avoid failures. In general, there is no good and evil, is just happening. Because of this incident have no influence on me, because I'm gone.
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